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XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

created on 05/12/2010  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b332326  |  2 followers

My Boat

My Boat

I set sail in the deepest  blue waters… once I left the land , I was excited about the journey ..  but once I got there to sea .. I feared the unknown…feared beyond reason.. 

Now I’m in the middle of the ocean … I can not  see the shore , yet it is beyond the horizon…

But my boat is strong.. my sails.. well worn but made of strong material …

My boat is full of supplies,including food , and water , tools, and  my head is full of knowledge of the sea and of expereince… my hands are skilled at sailing ..

Why is it now that I fear .. what I didn’t before ?

Why is it  now .. that I worry that my boat won’t reach the shore ?

Tis it not the same boat the I started the journey with?

I see no holes in this boat …I see no pirates .. and yet still I fear…

But where is my courage of a lion or beast now?..

Where is my will to fight and weather the upcoming storm ?

My God hasn’t left me , he doesn’t want me to give up either ...He will not forsake me or leave me to down ,

He is a good God ..

I don’t know what he’s doing …

Only that he seeks to make me stronger …

More humble…

More like him …

I ask to be his humble servant…

And to strip me of all things that grow my ego to large to see or understand , or be compassionate to others …

For the beauty of the boat is not always on the outside …

But in the stories of her travels …

Inside the depth of her wood…

The wood that lasted a thousand storms or more …

The memories inside the boat are priceless…

So as boat starts to lose its outer beauty, it’s inner beauty will remain …

It is also so, with a person ...

As my outer beauty fades…

All that will remain ... is the lines on my face , the sparkle in my eyes .. the sweet mellowness of my heart and soul .. my passion for life ..

And the memories that I treasure so much …

Oh.. And to find that person that will love me  for life.. beyond all my lines , scars…

Oh what a beautiful day that will be …

To love me beyond it all …

Beyond Reason … Some who take my intensity and let it inspire them to bring out the best in themselves…

For a love without depth.. is a like boat made from the weakest of materials.. unless its so well care for .. it surely break .. but a boat .. made of beautiful wood , cut piece by piece .. loving put together.. is a boat that will weather any storm life throws at it

Build your boat wisely…

For love isn’t facts … love isn’t money… Love isn’t material things.. Love isn’t just the feeling…Is isn’t just the desire or lust… Love is so much more …

Love is an action ..

A leap of Faith into the unknown…

Love is an neverending adventure, the needs to be nurtured …

Love is one of the most incredible things you have can have..

Yet I think its true ... to truly know how precious it is ..

One must lose it at least once…

Maybe not even lose a boyfriend or a husband , but lose someone close to them…

To have love you must have a mutual respect for each other… mutual admiration, The two must protect their love from the world … and keep their inner most things to themselves..

Sort things out between each other…
One must be humble in love ..

Willing to really listen to hear , not only to speak … to do things in love.. not hate …

 

It’s an amazing commitment to be partners in life …

To be there in the hardest of times …

And fight to get to the next day …

To want the best for each other… always …

To do anything to make someone smile…

To put aside your desires… sometimes .. And be one …

Be we instead of I…

The words we speak into relationships are powerful …

Over the years , I’ve been learning to think more before I speak …

Is it kind ? Is it helpful ?Is it meant in a loving way …

Words are tools …

Choose them carefully especially with the ones you love the most …

For it is the saddest tragedies, when one forgets to do just that … and says things that they can never take back …

Does things in the moment they can never take back …

And loses the one they love .. be it romantic or not …

For who wants to sail their boat completely alone on the vast seas of life ?

With no one to share the journey with ?

Protect your boat , cherish your boat .. Cherish your love and your loved ones .. with your heart and soul …

And do whatever it takes not to lose them …

For the sea of life … Will try to take them away…And some you will lose ...

And you’ll miss them from the depths of your very soul …

And wish you could turn back time …

Yet life has a strange way of surprising you never know what adventure awaits around corner  … keep sailing…

Never stop sailing your boat, never it let it crash to the shore …never let it tarnish so much that you can’t sail it …

For these words come from the bottom of my heart soul … 

 

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