I will tell you all a bit more about my illness,the last couple off days its playing up a lot,and some private matters don't make it much better,today i suppose too go to Hospital too get my introduction for stemm cell treatment my second one,but i want i have enuf pain before and i cant fight any more,after that i need too go back too hospital to have a surgery on my back well on my spine they find a lump on there,but i want i give up on everything i do have a lot off pain but i will servive....like i am always do,don't get me wrong this is no drama i don't want drama and don't feel pity with me i am not a person who wants that...i just want you too know how i am at the moment thats all