I can be the one you want the one you need and love I hear this all the time. But I find out that it is nothing but nonsense. I don't wanna lose faith in love. But it seems like the guys I hear this from are the one that hurt me the worse. Is there a Mr right out there for me or should I settle for Mr. Wrong? I don't wanna settle but I'm the only one outta my friends that isn't in a serious relationship. I think I deserve betterr than what I keep getting so it seems like maybe I don't deserve anything but the guys I get. Sometimes I'm fine being free and independent and having the freedom to do what I want when I want but other times I feel I need that someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be fine. I just got out of a nasty 4 yr relationship but I haven't been able to move to far past him because I'm terrified that the next guy will be like him. I don't even know anything but him anymore. I've tried to move on but as soon as I get close to someone i get scared that I will end up up like I was with him. Everyone keeps telling me to get back in the game but it's so hard to do that after wour heart has been wounded so badly. I keep thinking I need more time to recover but I'm scared that if I wait to long I'll end up completely alone.
