whats the deal, i work, i play, and now one cares, i try to do things but the world won't let me, i push, claw, fight, kick and punch, to get to the top and the mountain and all the obsticals just keep getting bigger, everyone wants to be there but never are, why did life become so hard, once i grew everything hit, why not over time but all at once, what is it, am i not liked, did i do wrong, i know i made it this way but why wasn't i stopped, did anyone care were i was going, or did they jsut wnat to watch the show, so tell me why are you all against me, when i think you got my back you look away take a step back and then watch the show, if i was perfect would you like me am i really that bad of a person, do i push you away, or are you scared to tell me i want to know, i need to know, i have to know