My heart is heavy...Can I talk to you...tell you how I feel..This fear I feel is real...I this emotional wreck, fearless, caged, locked up, and not willing to be set free..as real as it can be...do you understand that it's hard for me...to trust someone...with what's left of my heart...It's been abused...torn apart....I'll attempt to start with words because I can't find all the pieces...don't know if I ever will...I need some patience...and one of strong will...to help me through the panic...of trully letting go ...can you show me what it's like...to never doubt love's presence...can you guide me to that place of existence...that safe haven...shear essence..of trust... acceptance...teach me not to feel fearful of being loved just because...it threatens to overtake me...I want to be able to hear your voice... forget about keeping my guard up....I don't know if that's a wise choice but i'll take that risk...even upon seeing your face a visual reminder of...feeling my heart speed up a bit...breath taking thoughts....unable to communicate verbally ...mentally we'll connect instead....one day i'll be free hearted and will give your ears to hear me speak...I LOVE YOU .....if you are patient you will see...My heart in it's full beauty at a blossom. ..Only after you help me work out the matters of the heart.
done by christine
