So I just found out that this person Im associated with is getting married. Shes not really a friend...I mean Ive known her for years but we dont talk regularly...anyways...yeah I just found out she is getting married.....anyone want to guess the date?? Its pretty predictable...Feb 14th
Im happy for her I guess....I dunno maybe im bitter also. I have had sucky relationships and I guess Im just jealous that she found someone she could love and trust for the rest of her life. Not everyone can be so lucky you know....But then again im only 22 and not looking to settle down like that.
I mean I would love to find a decent, honest, fun loving guy to spend some time with but im just not lucky in that department. Its kind of lonely you know...it seems to me lately that im the girl that you guys can sleep with randomly but when it comes to a relationship thats just not happening...HA but you know what?? I continue to subject myself to that..so my unhappiness with my love life is as much my fault as it is any guys...right?
