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Reasons why you fall for that special guy:
He kissess our forehead.
He gets that cute side smile when he looks only at you.
when he slips his hand in yours he always squeezes them.
He sings your favorite songs to you even though he has a horrible voice....and knows it.
He has a pet name for you and uses in front of his family and friends.
When his lips touch yours he holds u tighter and makes it feel like he's never gonna let you go.
when he's driving he grabs a strand of your hair and just plays with it.
Your the first person he comes to when he has a problem.
he takes you out in the middle of night to somewhere dark and you lay on the hood of
his car looking at stars and talking about anything and everything.
He's always there for you even when you dont ask him to be.
He has that twinkle in his eye when ever he looks at you.
He will pull his car over when ur guy's "song" comes on the radio and get you out of the car just to dance with you.
He takes you to see your favorite band when he absolutely hates them.
He will watch ur favorite movie with you, even if it is a chick flick, just so he can spend time with you.
He always keeps tissues in his pockets for you in case of we have a crying emergency.
He keeps a pack of your favorite gum in his car for you.
He keeps ur favorite soda in his fridge for you.
He always has chapstick.
He calls you everyday he is on a family vacation to tell you what he saw, what he did, and to say he loves and misses you.
He calls you in the middle of the night to say he cant sleep cause your not there.
When you pick a fight with him, he fights back cause he knows your just trying to get ur frustration out.
He's your best friend in every situation.
He leaves lil quirky notes for you to find, just to make you smile through out the day.
He lets you drive his car even though you drive like a maniac.
He likes your friends and is even nice to the ones he doesnt like.
He loves your family like they were his own.
He opens and closes the car door when you get in and out every time.
he wipes away your tears.
He dances with you in the rain.
He lets you wear his favorite shirt to sleep in.
he buys you corny ass gifts cause in one way or another they remind him of some memory you two share.
He tries to hide the fact that he's pissed cause u kicked his ass in one of his video games.
He lets you sleep with the radio on even though he likes complete silence when he sleeps.
He pulls you too him as soon as you crawl into bed.
He never lets you go to bed angry with him.
He tells you that he loves when you get into the football games as much as him.
He looks into your eyes when he says he loves you.
He plays with your hair when ur laying in bed or on the couch.
He kisses you cause he felt like it.
He understands when you just wanna be left alone.
He introduces you to everyone without hesitation, as his girlfriend
He makes mix cds of your favorite songs or songs that remind him of memories you share.
He texts u in the middle of the day, even though he is super swamped at work, to tell you hes thinking of you.
He has inside jokes with you that only you 2 can laugh at.
His wallpaper on his phone is the 2 of you kissing.
He doesn't ask why when u ask him to hold you.
He keeps a picture of you 2 by his bedside.
He calls you as soon as he wakes up in the morning.
He laughs with you as he bends down to pick you up after you tripped over your own 2 feet.
He isnt afraid to cry in front of you.
He gives great back massages.
He kisses you behind the neck everytime you wear your hair up.
He buys you cosmopolitan cause he knows you dont have that issue.
He waits patiently for you while you finish getting ready to go out, never complaining.
He watches you while you get ready, never taking his eyes off you.
He encourages you to try new things.
He never has a problem when you decide you need a girls night out.
He tells you No when you offer to do his laundry.
He kisses off your watermelon lip gloss and then waits for you to re apply it again just so he can kiss it off again.
He's not afraid to wrestle with you, he even lets you win a few times.
He does a cute eyeroll when you say something retarted.
He likes to kiss you senseless.
He blushes when you tell him how much he rocks your world.
He threads his fingers through your hair when he wants to kiss you long and slow.
He ALWAYS smells good.
He gives you eskimo kisses.
He gets you to talk to him even when you dont want to talk about it.
He can quote lines from your favorite movie to you.
He says "Babe" in that cute tone when he wants something.
He tells you your beautiful.
There are so much in my head and yet I cant think of anything. I will add on later but I just wanna say thanks to rachel for giving me the inspiration to write this. Cause there are always the small reasons that us girls fall for that special guy...and some of us females take them for granted. This is just a reminder for all females....I know this isnt all but if anyone reads this feel free to add some if i missed any....also I would love to get a guys list going on why they fall for us females, so guys give me ur reasons!!!
Im such a nerd! I so got turned on by this clip! and it was only 14 seconds lmao....but man...just yummy!! Twilight fans...watch this if u havent seen it yet!!
So today me and my family had to deal with something that no one should go through but they do. Today I had to sit my ass in a waiting room, and wait for a doctor to come out and tell me if the main man in my life has cancer or not.
Unfourtanetly a few months ago my Grandfather and his doctor noticed that he had blood in his stool. This lead to a lot of test and then of course today when he had a colonoscopy done. His docotor had been worried that it was cancer but he wasnt to sure....
So today as I sat in the waiting room it took me back to 3 years ago around this time when i was doing the same exact thing except it was my grandmother. We were not so lucky with her..She was diagnosed in july of 06 and was gone by that october.....I have yet to deal with her death yet. I still cannot accept losing my best friend...So needless to say today I was a wreck. Couldnt stop crying yet I knew I had to prepare myself for whichever way the situation would come out. No matter how hard it would be.
When that docotor came out those doors my heart stopped beating and i stopped breathing and all I could think was "this is it"....I could have kissed that docotor when he told us that my gramps was ok..there was something but he scraped it off and everything was gonna be ok. He was 100% cancer free.
I know that the health scares are not over...My grandpa is 78 years old and has lived a great life. But I know he's tired. I guess in my own selfish way I cannot stand the thought of losing him ever. Which will make it even harder when that day does come. But like a friend said" even if he is gone you still have to go on living"....and he is right, even if i have all that hurt inside of me......
I just wanna tell Jo thanks for being awesome and letting me vent...thanks for understanding the hurt...your one in a million to me and I hope u know that. And that I am incredibly lucky to have a nice decent guy like you in my life!! Much love to you babe!!
And for all my other fu friends for letting me vent and cry my eyes out. You guys fucking rock!!
Ok so I made a stupid decision at work and decided to.....hook up with a co worker. BAD BAD BAD BAD IDEA!!!! Now I know why i never wanted to do that....*sigh* The guy was cool, got along with him great, the attraction between us was always there..Well we let it go to the next level.. beyond flirting..beyond hitting eachother..we got to my lips on his, his fingers uhh..busy lol and my hand uhh..busy! it felt good and i liked it......well fuck me for liking it! That was a fucking mistake...
The guy has a fiance'...yeah I know im fucking stupid...moving on..lol.....anyways well supposedly i wrote something on my myspace that went to far...what exactly? I have no idea....never mentioned his name what so ever for her to figure it out...so she tripped over something possibly really stupid....so she flips and OoOohh deletes me from his myspace....BFD! Yeah im super upset about it. *note sarcasm*...
I knew this wasnt going to progress into anything because I just cant be that girl. Its bad enough i had a groping/make out session with him but I knew i wasnt gonna do him. And if we did do anything it would have been just sex on my end cause thats all I want..screw a relationship..No hes the one that would tell me all the time when we were together "I like being around you, you make me feel good..I love this connection"...yeah whos the bitch?? lmao....i just wanted one thing and I was good...anyways a few days ago i find out from a friend at work that this fool asshole was caught on camera with another girl(that was not his gf) making out hardcore in bakery....ON FUCKING TAPE!!!!!! How stupid can u fucking be?????
But it pissed me off cause I thought me and him were friends mostly and he would have let me know that he was messing with this other girl too. I let the douchebag touch me with his hands and mouth when they were on some dirty coke whores body...oh fucking gross!!!!!!! Yeah...so im a lil fucking mad.
We havent really had it out yet cause he didnt know that I knew about him getting caught. Well last night i get to work and he pulls me to the side and says "we have to talk"...so we go outside and he starts freaking out on me. Asking why i have an attitude and why am I being so silent towards him? so.....I let loose, told him what a fucking pig he was and that I hope his Fiance did find out about me and that other girl...I could give a fuck about his girl now....THEN THEN...he fucking tells me that it was my fault that i brought him to this level, and if i hadnt always making suggestions to him that were sexual...Me?!?!?! Me of all people...PUHLEAZE!!!!.....
So we yell at eachother for about 10 minutes and then finally i stopped..and just said quietly "stay the fuck away from me..if you dont i will go to our manager and file harasmment charges and then I will personally go tell ur girl that u almost fucked me and that ur fucking that nasty bitch." That got him quiet real quick and he stayed away from me for the rest of the night....
I have to work again with him tonight and im hoping i dont set eyes on his fucking face....I knew from the beginning that it was gonna be bad...I should have listened to my head....I can say honestly that I will NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER mess with a co worker again. This shit had got me stressed...uggghhh!!!!
"Stand"
[Richter]
If you dont stand, stand up for something
Then you will fall, youll fall for anything, yeah
[Daddy X]
Lifes kinda funny man
Little crush you hear like this beer can
Youll stop your soul and watch you blow away, yeah
I know youve heard all this before
So ill save your ears from gettin bored
Ill tell you this man, I dont roll that way, no way
I take the bull straight by the horns
I grab the rose and I cut the thorns
Cause I was born to roll tight to my dyin' days, yeah
They wanna see us suffer man
Wanna smack you down with their pimp hand
They will make you dance and tax you til your grave
But im not a slave
[Chorus]
If you dont stand, stand up for something
Then you will fall, youll fall for anything
You got to stand, stand up for something
Or you will fall, youll fall for anything yeah
[Richter]
Now this one goes out to all my brothers n' sisters'
No matter if your home, locked up, or unlisted
Use your voice, use your mind and your soul
To make a change in this world for the good of us all
But choose your battles, you gotta choose em wisley
You gotta pick your wars, the ones that are worth fighting
Cause its kill or killed in society today
If you dont stand for what you want
Then it gets swept away,
By the big companys and ...?... monopolies
Or our government that picks on is people on the streets
We need to speak, use our freedom of speech
If you believe in what you preach
Hey now well then preach
Let them know what you think, let them know where you stand
And if you feel it in your gut then stand like a man, stand
Total proud stand for those who cant
Get up and take a stand til you MAKE em' understand
[Chorus]
If you dont stand, stand up for something
Then you will fall, youll fall for anything
You got to stand, stand up for something
Or you will fall, youll fall for anything yeah
[D-Loc]
Stand up and stay true, you gotta always be you
No time for ?blinks? you gotta do what you do
Know what you what, who care what who think
Born to be a leader, watch you follow my lead
Raised by a tough man, teached me well
Taught me believe in myself and good health
Work hard, be stong, and dedicate yourself
Make wise decisions and invest your wealth
So I stand, like a man, with my family, for something yeahh
[Chorus]
If you dont stand, stand up for something
Then you will fall, youll fall for anything
You got to stand, stand up for something
Or you will fall, youll fall for anything yeah
"Freeworld"
(feat. Brother J)
Live my life in a free world [x4]
[Richter:]
It's amazing how this whole world is changing
It went from saying "how you doin'" to settin ya claimin
Rearranging the landscape, all this fighting is draining
Putting walls up for safety but we're really containing
Our mind body and spirit and our acceptance of others
A world religion racin' wealth I thought we're supposed to be brothers
And our mother is the earth and our father the sun
Let's put our differences aside and try to love everyone
C'mon
We need to stop all this fighting
And start realizing
That there is no future
For the youth of today unless we change
[Chorus]
I wanna fly away all across the skies
Look at life through the view of an eagle's eyes
I wanna sail away go under the sea
Find the truth about the mysteries of the deep
I wanna roam the earth as a free man
On a planet with no borders explorin' our lands
I wanna..
Live my life in a free world
Live my life in a free world
Live my life in a free world [x4]
[Brother J:]
I'm a globe-trekkin' messenger, freedom express
I'm a citizen of peace combatin' agents of stress
I wanna cleanse the oceans put the oil in my tank
Free these soldiers from war, stack reparations in the bank
Free the world, it's time for peace
Free the hood from poverty
?? raise prodigies
Turn up the mind and please, how the kids gonna read with their ADD?
Afraid I'd never be able to give my free
?? you better hate on beats
Born in the streets yet I'm raised in the East
?? when it comes to the free
Fine melodies I flow like the East
Wisdom, justice, equality
?? mental ??
Freedom fighter in the war for change
Resident evil, eviction notice
New world covenant's a new world focus
Purpose, purpose, end of the circus
Peace!
[Chorus]
[D-Loc:]
Live my life with my family & friends
On a mountain road blue sky is heaven
All I really need is some peace of mind
One day we could get away from this fast paced life
Won't you come with me so I can show you the trees
We could float away down the rivers and streams
I wanna live free, and this time I need
To live my dreams when it's time to leave
Me and you we could disappear
One day we could run away and get outta here
We could start a life livin' like we want
Yeah you and I livin' in a free world
[Chorus]
Live my life in a free world [x4]
[Daddy X:]
I wanna live in a free world where we can be as free as can be
Free to live out our dreams and free to plant our own trees
I've climbed up the highest mountain, spent some nights out at sea
Went to the end of tomorrow, as far as eyes can see
The great spirit is thunder, clouds grace the sky
All things are related, you see we're all intertwined
I'm sippin' wine by the fire where the love runs deep
Honor, truth, and respect will be the tracks that we leave
Our stepping stones for the children should be like stars in the sky
Living with open hearts and having love in their eyes
Never wearing a disguise, know that nature holds the key
To unlock the deeper secrets that the Spirit will keep
[Chorus x2]
Live my life in a free world [x4]
"Rainfall"
[Daddy X]
The sent of god is here and I can smell it
What the future holds there is no tellin
Thats why I come out strong and twist me ends
[Chorus]
Let the rainfall
Come and wash these tears away
Let the rainfall
Brings with it bright and sunny days
Let the rainfall
Come and clense my troubled soul
Let the rainfall
When you fell there's no place left to go
Let the rainfall
[Daddy X]
Let the rain come clensing down
Let it wash all the pain and our troubles away
Let the clouds roll in
Let the lighting strike
Let the wind blow ferice and rivers rise
It'll be alright just hold on tight
We can make it through even the darkest of nights
We when the fall of sunshine on mother earth
We'll do a sun dance and we'll burn some herb
We'll make a toast up to the gods
Light a peace pipe and wish on a star
This rain is a gift from the skies above
And all living things get strength from the sun
Now whats done is done and lets return to dust
So in god we trust let him do what he must
Cause we are what we are and thats all it is
So let the rainfall down and lets live how we live
[Chorus]
[Johnny Ritcher]
Keep your head held high kid theres better days
Good times ahead listen up keep what I say
There that we talk about is a metphor for bad times
Cause when the rain passes there always sunshine
Suck it up don't give up when your pressed to much
Making it through rough times only makes you tough
It makes you strong it makes you a surviver
You can do anything when you have you family by your side
If you ain't got a family then turn to you friends
If you friends then on you depend
You'll make a better life for you and yours
Slamming doors in your face only helps you out some more
Don't let them get you down like shoots and ladders
Makes you feel like your worth nothing till someone matters
How you do and how you win if your happy or sad
So let the rain wash away and be glad
[Chorus]
[D-Loc]
So I can wash it wall away
In the sunshine and brighten up you days
In this life time its kinda hard to get away
From the pressures and pain but it'll be ok
And thats why I try to be my best
Test myself till every last breath
Now I hold tight to whats right
Stay strong and get along to
The special one's in my life
Here we go now it's time to shine
And the world is mine
I got my family by myside
And i'm doing fine
So i'm keep it me
Stand tall and let the rain fall
[Daddy X]
So let it be whats its ganna be
Let the rain fall down on me
[Chorus]
[Daddy X (x2)]
"Where I'm Going?"
Life is dream
It's funny thing too sometimes
On the road of life it's full of surprises
Twist and turns we look toward the sky for some guidance
The sun goes down and it rises
Withstood the sands of time
And we'll find new horizons
[Jonny Richter]
sometimes I lay awake at night and try to figure it out
is my life going north is it heading south
I'm walking on a fence between wrong and right
trying to keep a level head try to keep my goals in sight
it's hard as hell in this world today friends
I've known for many years started acting strange
things I cared about before seemed to just fade away
now I'm left with these questions of today
"When is the train ganna get back on track
when am I even ganna care bout that
why do I always get delt the bad cards
took the easy the road so long and now my lifes hard"
Still I try to make it work out for the best
and I know I've gatta clean up all this mess
if I knew when I started where this all would end
I'd prolly do it all over again
[Chorus]
I don't know where I'm going
But I know where I've been
I went from having a little to having a lot
I went from buying weed to growing pot
I don't know where I'm going
But I know where I've been
I've seen some people cry cause loved one's die
I've looked in people's eyes and told some lies (yeah)
[D-Loc]
Skies are blue and the trees are grand
Going to the place where life froze in between
The beautiful hills mountains and streams
The Mans country with my women living free
Stay on my path follow my road
Do all the right things to achieve my goals
Perusing my dream in life I lead
Become who I want when I want anytime I please
I no where I'm going
If I keep it on track
Just stay on my line only time will tell
I pray to the one over looking my trail
[Chorus]
[Daddy X]
I've been criticized
For speaking my mind
Been baptized in lies
Given bad advice
Here's a word to the wise
Never compromise
Watch your back
As you watch your ends multiply
Look a man in his eyes
And never ever say die
Keep your eye on the prize
And you'll stay on the rise
I'm a king world wide
And I'm going to stay on the ground
I've been behind the glass but I always rebound
Outlet quick live life in the fast lane
Inbound Outbound my stride don't change
Stay true to myself cause I created this game
I got the whole world jumpin like the house of pain (jump)
[Chorus x2]
Where are we going and (where it end) [x11]
If it ain't natural, then it ain't real
[Chorus:]
Oh we gonna' be kickin' tonight
We gonna' be sipping tonight
Ripping the night away (rip the night away)
Oh, when the time is right
Another full moon light
We rip the night away (rip the night away)
If this was the last joint, that we ever rolled up tight,
I'd want to be with good friends, underneath that open sky,
Play some mellow music, throw our dreams into the fire,
Release all the demons, and our souls are uprising
[Chorus x2]
There's nothing in the world like some good times and good vibes
Surrounded with your friends and your family by your side
All the time you spent together going out havin' fun
Doin' the things you do, this life style's got us on the run
Life's too precious every moment make it count
Some days you're on the top some day's you're down and out
This life's a gift, I'm gonna shine my light
So sit back, relax, get high, with us and kick it with us tonight
[Chorus x2]
(Rip the night away)
Burning, burning, burning
(Rip the night away)
Burning, burning, burning
(Rip the night away)
Burning, the night away
Take me to the mountain high, where I can smoke a bowl in peace while I drive
I'm on a back road with my sunroof open, on the way to meet the friends, we'll gather and tokin',
and we build a fire and chill for the night, catch up on old times over a few bud lights,
we just sit and laugh while reminisce 'bout the best days of our lives and we be the ones blazin'
[Chorus x2]
Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Who has to know
Who has to know
