ThatDGAFChick's blog: "This is me"

Ok so I made a stupid decision at work and decided to.....hook up with a co worker. BAD BAD BAD BAD IDEA!!!! Now I know why i never wanted to do that....*sigh* The guy was cool, got along with him great, the attraction between us was always there..Well we let it go to the next level.. beyond flirting..beyond hitting eachother..we got to my lips on his, his fingers uhh..busy lol and my hand uhh..busy! it felt good and i liked it......well fuck me for liking it! That was a fucking mistake...

The guy has a fiance'...yeah I know im fucking stupid...moving on..lol.....anyways well supposedly i wrote something on my myspace that went to far...what exactly? I have no idea....never mentioned his name what so ever for her to figure it out...so she tripped over something possibly really stupid....so she flips and OoOohh deletes me from his myspace....BFD! Yeah im super upset about it. *note sarcasm*...

I knew this wasnt going to progress into anything because I just cant be that girl. Its bad enough i had a groping/make out session with him but I knew i wasnt gonna do him. And if we did do anything it would have been just sex on my end cause thats all I want..screw a relationship..No hes the one that would tell me all the time when we were together "I like being around you, you make me feel good..I love this connection"...yeah whos the bitch?? lmao....i just wanted one thing and I was good...anyways a few days ago i find out from a friend at work that this fool asshole was caught on camera with another girl(that was not his gf) making out hardcore in bakery....ON FUCKING TAPE!!!!!! How stupid can u fucking be?????

But it pissed me off cause I thought me and him were friends mostly and he would have let me know that he was messing with this other girl too. I let the douchebag touch me with his hands and mouth when they were on some dirty coke whores body...oh fucking gross!!!!!!! Yeah...so im a lil fucking mad.

We havent really had it out yet cause he didnt know that I knew about him getting caught. Well last night i get to work and he pulls me to the side and says "we have to talk"...so we go outside and he starts freaking out on me. Asking why i have an attitude and why am I being so silent towards him? so.....I let loose, told him what a fucking pig he was and that I hope his Fiance did find out about me and that other girl...I could give a fuck about his girl now....THEN THEN...he fucking tells me that it was my fault that i brought him to this level, and if i hadnt always making suggestions to him that were sexual...Me?!?!?! Me of all people...PUHLEAZE!!!!.....

So we yell at eachother for about 10 minutes and then finally i stopped..and just said quietly "stay the fuck away from me..if you dont i will go to our manager and file harasmment charges and then I will personally go tell ur girl that u almost fucked me and that ur fucking that nasty bitch." That got him quiet real quick and he stayed away from me for the rest of the night....

I have to work again with him tonight and im hoping i dont set eyes on his fucking face....I knew from the beginning that it was gonna be bad...I should have listened to my head....I can say honestly that I will NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER mess with a co worker again. This shit had got me stressed...uggghhh!!!!