me and my grandma jan are talking now. we have not talked sense last fall. she is worried about my dad just like i am. i cant force him into rehab. he has to want to the help...it sucks but there is nothing i can do. im worried that he is going to die and it sucks. my other grandma had a storke and im worried about her 2...it all fuckng sucks. im not one to handel death very much. i cant belive that my dad asked me to cut him..it dont help anything it just makes matters worse.
