well today is my bday...i am 20 years old...i am just deppressed that its my bday. dont ask why because i dont have an awnser for you. i guess i just didnt want to have a party this year but my mom is thoughing one anyway...its tomarrow. my friend and the only friend that would be there dont want to come...she would rather spend time with her boyfriend then with me on my bday...i just think that its mean and cruel...but what ever...to me its not important...i just dont give a shit much anymore. i guess people are not going to get that they need to stop being so selfish.
my bday dont mean shit to any one anyway..its not important at all...i just wish that i had a guy to spend it with..cuddling up on the couch watching movies. me falling asleep in his arms...listing to his hart beat. but no i have to spend it with my familia witch i cant stand most of the time. i cant stand my mom at all but she said that its to late not to have a party. why because she invited people......
much love
panda