Julzzzzz's blog: "♫ lyrics of my soul ♫"

Shadows fill an empty heart...
As love is fading.
From all the things that we are...
But, are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars,
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky,
And open up to...
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you...

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?
What if our love...never went away?
What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late...
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes...
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive...
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light,
I am by your side,
Where love will find you...

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?
What if our love...never went away?
What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late...
What about now?

Now that we're here..
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There's nothing to fear..
For I am right beside you...
For all my life....
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?
What if our love...never went away?
What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?
What if our love...never went away?
What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late...
Baby, before it's too late...
Baby, before it's too late...


What about now?

I...played the fool today...
And I...just dream of vanishing into the crowd...
Longing for home again...
But home, is a feeling I buried in you....

I'm all right, I'm all right...
It only hurts when I breathe...

And I can't ask for things to be still again...
No I can't ask if I... could walk through the world in your eyes...
Longing for home again...
But, home is a feeling i buried in you...

I'm all right, I'm all right...
It only hurts when I breathe...
I'm all right I'm all right...
It only hurts when I breathe...

My window through which nothing hides,
and everything sings...
I'm counting the signs,
and cursing the miles in between....


Home is a feeling I buried in you...
That I buried in you....

I'm all right, I'm all right...
It only hurts when I breathe...
I'm all right, I'm all right...
It only hurts when I breathe...

When I breathe...
Yeah, it only hurts when I breathe...
When I breathe...
Oh, it only hurts when I breathe...

Anytime you feel,

like you just can't hold on...

Just hold on to my love,

and I'll help you be strong.

But you're so afraid to lose,

and baby, I can't reach your heart...

I can't face this world that's keeping us apart.

But, I could be the one to show you,

everything you missed before.

Just hold on now,

'cause I could be the one to give you more.

(to let you know)

Anytime you need love, baby I'm on your side...

(Heyyy)

Just let me be the one, I can make it all right...

(I can make it all right!)

Anytime you need a love, baby, you're in my heart...

I could make it all right.....

When I look into your eyes,

and I feel it coming through...

I can't help but want you, more than I want to...

So baby, take all of your fears...

Cast them all on me,

'cause all I ever wanted was just to make you see...

But I could be the one to give you,

all that you've been searching for...

Just hold on to my love,

and baby, let me give you more!

(You know! Anytime!)

Anytime you need love, baby, I'm on your side...

(I'm on your side!)

Just let me be the one, I can make it all right...

(I can make it all right!)

Anytime you need love, baby you're in my heart...

(You're in my heart!)

I could make it all right.....

Now there's no way out,

and I can't help the way I feel!

'Cause baby, I'm on fire,

and I'll be waiting right here!

You know my love is real!

baby, yeah..yeah..yeah

Anytime you need love, baby, I'm on your side...

(You know!)

Just let me be the one, I can make it all right...

(I can make it all, make it all, make it all right!)

Anytime you need a love, baby you're in my heart...

I could make it all right.....

yeah yeah yeah yeahhhh

Anytime you need love baby Im on your side...

(Im on your side!)

Just let me be the one to make it all right...

(Let me be the one, let me be the one, let me be the one...all right)

Any time you need love, baby you're in my heart...

(You're in my heart!)

I could make it all right...

Oh yeah...yeahhhh

What happens to a man when,

He spills his heart over a page,

And he watches words float away then,

His feelings lie over a page, alone.

They're waiting, for someone who cares to read them,

To open their eyes and see them,

To see if they can make his thoughts their own.

To find out, that maybe life's not perfect...

Maybe its not worth the hate it gives away.

You can see that, this broken soul is bleeding...

So you conceive your feelings, inside yourself, and wander through my heart.

Letting you see through me, now only consumes me...

Forget your pain, and watch me fall apart.

What happens to a soul when,

He trapped inside his emotions,

And all of these words hes spoken,

They bind him to the life he's left behind?

And every new step he takes he..

Knows he might not make it..

To all of these dreams he's yet to find.

That maybe you're life's not perfect..

Or maybe its not worth, what hate it gives away.

You can see that, this broken soul is bleeding...

So you conceive your feelings, inside yourself, and wander through my heart.

Letting you see through me, now only consumes me...

Forget your pain, and watch me fall apart!

As I fall apart...

You can see that, this broken soul is bleeding..

So you conceive your feelings, inside yourself, and wander through my heart!

Letting you see through me, now only consumes me...

Forget your pain, and watch me fall apart!

As I fall apart...

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything...

But I dont know where i am...

I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted...

And nobody understands (how I feel)

I'm trying hard to breathe now...

But theres no air in my lungs.

Theres no one here to talk to...

And the pain inside is making me numb.

I try to hold this... under control...they can't help me... cause no one knows...

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

God I feel so frustrated, lately.

When I get suffocated, save me...

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

I'm feelin' weak & weary, walkin thru this world alone...

Everything I say...every word of it...cuts me to the bone (and I bleed)

I've got somethin to say,

But now, I've got no where to turn...

It feels like I've been buried underneath...all the weight of the world.

I try to hold this...under control...they cant help me....cause no one knows.

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

God I feel so frustrated, lately.

When I get suffocated, save me...

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

I'm bound and shakin!....Bound and breakin!

I hope I make it through all these changes!!!

Now I'm goin through...changes, changes...

God I feel so frustrated lately...

When I get suffocated, save me...

Now I'm falling apart... Now I feel it...

But, im going through changes, changes...

God i feel so frustrated.. lately!!!

And i get suffocated, I hate this!

But I'm goin through changes, changes...

I try to breathe...

Memories overtaking me.

I try to face them but,

the thought is too much to concieve.

I only know that I can change...

Everything else, just stays the same.

So now I step out of the darkness,

that my life became 'cause...

I just needed someone to talk to,

you were just too busy with yourself.

You were never there for me to express how I felt,

I just stuffed it down.

Now im older and i feel like,

I could let some of this anger fade.

But it seems the surface I am scratching,

is the bed that i have made.

So where were you?

When all this I was going through?

Never took the time to ask me just what you could do.

I only know that I can change...

Everything else, just stays the same.

So now I step out of the darkness,

that my life became 'cause...

I just needed someone to talk to,

you were just too busy with yourself.

You were never there for me to express how i felt,

I just stuffed it down.

Now im older and i feel like,

I could let some of this anger fade.

But it seems the surface I am scratching,

is the bed that i have made.

But I never meant to fade....

Away.

Never meant to fade...

I just needed someone to talk to,

you were just too busy with yourself.

You were never there for me to express how i felt,

I just stuffed it down.

Now im older and I feel like,

I could let some of this anger fade.

But it seems the surface I am scratching,

is the bed that i have made.

Is it obvious to you,

when you walk into a room,

your face is all I see?

And my heart races so fast,

I never knew a rush to feel like that,

every time you're touching me.

I never did believe in anything,

I couldn't hold between my fingers.

But the way you make me feel,

it's just so real the way it lingers...

I get lost inside your stare...

Lost when you're not there...

And everything I have,

doesn't mean a think if it's without you...

If it's a dream, don't wake me up,

I'll scream if this isn't love.

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you..

I wanna stay lost forever.

I wanna stay lost forever...with you.

No this feelin' doesn't end.

It's with me everywhere I am.

Hope it never goes away...

It's like defying gravity.

I'm losing control in bein' free.

And I always wanna stay...

I never thought that I'd let go long enough,

to fall for someone deeply.

Who had the power to erase my fears,

and find me so completely.

I get lost inside your stare...

Lost when you're not there...

And everything I have,

doesn't mean a thing if it's without you.

If it's a dream, don't wake me up,

I'll scream if this isnt love.

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you...

I wanna stay lost!

Don't tell me where were goin'

I don't wanna know...

I like the mystery.

I can't believe we've come this far,

so far away from where we started off.

You found me when I wasn't lookin'

You found me...

And now I'm lost inside your stare...

Lost when you're not there...

And everything I have,

doesn't mean a thing if it's without you...

Without you...

If it's a dream, don't wake me up!

I'll scream if this isn't love!!!

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you...

If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you...

If bein' lost means that I never wanna be without you...

I wanna stay lost forever....

I wanna stay lost forever...

...With you.

The open wound she hides...

She just keeps it bundled up,

and never lets it show.

She can't take much more of this,

but, she can't let it go.

And that's ok...She don't want the world.

And all the things she says...

Well, he's just laying there, without someone to hear her cry.

She slips off into a dream about a place to hide.

And that's ok...She don't want the world.

This love she feels..

Everything she's ever known or ever thought was real.

Seems like it's been thrown away.

Now, how's she gonna live?

It's ok...She don't want the world.

~

Those words he never spoke...

hold her like the memories of all the times before.

She tried to show him love,

while he would only ask for more.

But it's ok...She don't want the world.

Softly in her sleep..

Pictures of the life shes longing for, slowly appear.

She's seen them all before,

but somehow never quite this clear.

And she just smiles...She don't want the world.

This love she feels...

Everything she's ever known, or ever thought was real.

Seems like it's been thrown away, now how's she gonna live?

It's ok...She don't want the world.

A brand new morning shines.

She wakes up alone again.

This time to face the day.

She just swears this time to make it,

As she simply walks away.

And it's ok...She don't want the world.

I sit alone and watch the clock...

Trying to collect my thoughts...

All I think about is you.

And so I cry myself to sleep,

And hope the devil I don't meet,

In the dreams that I live through.

Believe in me...

I know you've waited for so long.

Believe in me...

Sometimes the weak become the strong.

Believe in me...

This life's not always what it seems.

Believe in me...

'Cause I was made for chasing dreams!

All the smiles you had to fake,

and all the shit you had to take.

Just to lead us here again.

I never have the things to say,

to make it all just go away.

to make it all just disappear.

Believe in me...

I know you've waited for so long.

Believe in me...

Sometimes the weak become the strong.

Believe in me...

This life's not always what it seems.

Believe in me...

'Cause I was made for chasing dreams!

It's my life

It's my choice

Hear my words

Hear my voice

And just believe...

I sit alone and watch the clock.

Trying to collect my thoughts.

And all I think about is you...

If you believe in me

Life is not always what it seems.

Believe in me...

'Cause I was made for chasing dreams!

Believe in me...

I know you've waited for so long.

Believe in me...

Sometimes the weak become the strong.

Believe in me...

This life's not always what it seems.

Believe in me...

'Cause I was made for chasing dreams!!!

I woke up today in London,

as the plane was touching down.

All I could think about was Monday,

and maybe I'd be back around...

If this keeps me away much longer,

I don't know what I will do.

You've got to understand it's a hard life,

that I'm going through.

And when the night falls in around me...

I don't think I'll make it through...

I'll use your light to guide the way,

'Cause all I think about is you.

LA's getting kinda crazy.

New York's getting kinda cold.

I keep my head from getting lazy.

I just can't wait to get back home.

And all these days I spend away....

I'll make up for this I swear!

I need your love to hold me up...

When it's all too much to bear...

And when the night falls in around me,

and I don't think I'll make it through...

I'll use your light to guide the way,

'Cause all I think about is you...

~

All these days I spend away....

I'll make up for this, I swear!

I need your love to hold me up!

When it's all too much to bear...

And when the night falls in around me,

and I don't think I'll make it through.

I'll use your light to guide the way...

...'cause all I think about is you.