Julzzzzz's blog: "♫ lyrics of my soul ♫"

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything...

But I dont know where i am...

I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted...

And nobody understands (how I feel)

I'm trying hard to breathe now...

But theres no air in my lungs.

Theres no one here to talk to...

And the pain inside is making me numb.

I try to hold this... under control...they can't help me... cause no one knows...

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

God I feel so frustrated, lately.

When I get suffocated, save me...

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

I'm feelin' weak & weary, walkin thru this world alone...

Everything I say...every word of it...cuts me to the bone (and I bleed)

I've got somethin to say,

But now, I've got no where to turn...

It feels like I've been buried underneath...all the weight of the world.

I try to hold this...under control...they cant help me....cause no one knows.

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

God I feel so frustrated, lately.

When I get suffocated, save me...

Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...

I'm bound and shakin!....Bound and breakin!

I hope I make it through all these changes!!!

Now I'm goin through...changes, changes...

God I feel so frustrated lately...

When I get suffocated, save me...

Now I'm falling apart... Now I feel it...

But, im going through changes, changes...

God i feel so frustrated.. lately!!!

And i get suffocated, I hate this!

But I'm goin through changes, changes...