lonely....hmmmmm what a word how do you have people around you and still feel all alone .....i know why....because the people around you dont know you not the real you not all of you....they havent reached that special spot that one place hidden deep in your soul that if you ever gave anyone control of it theyd have the ability to crush you theres always a time in our life when we feel noone understands us or feels like us or wants the same things as us ....we strive everyday for a complete that iam beginning to see doesnt exist in the outside but from deep within ......i question daily does love exist yet i know it does because my children show me every morning when they wake up and look at me n smile love is there ......why is it so hard to find that unconditional type of love outside of that ,....... so many walls so many guards people have put up yet everyone wanting the same thing that kinda love yu wake up n thank god for how do we expect to find it if we have walls n borders to keep it from within our reach ......i guess iam naive in thinking somewhere out there is that right one the one who makes me smile every day ..... just when i think i have it right there bammmmmmm sadness hits and yu realize yet again this aint ya forever .......so naive or not i know its there guards down i will find it and when i do oh boy look out lol TRUST communication loyalty where do they exist imma end on that note for now cause this is just becoming less n less clear to me ..........to those i love mwahhhh to those i dont middle finga ....... ty the management
DONE BY CHRISTINE
