Christopher C Miller's blog: "Lonely Christopher"

I have low to no self esteem because nothing ever happens to give that self esteem a boast, that's what I need, a virtual shot in the ego to tell me that I matter that I'm not ugly. But it looks like that's not going to happen.

If you live or plan on visiting Reseda or Canoga Park California and want to meet with me for soda and conversation, then message me and I will send you my personal e-mail in which we can talk about when and where.

I created a new lounge for my friends to hang out and chat with me and each other to discus anything, even the slim possibility of meeting me. Please join to day.

My points has reached 50,222 and won't go any higher, I need a salute and I can't do it alone. HELP ME!

I created this profile for one reason and one reason alone to meet women on myspace close by or planning to visit my area in order to have a meeting, so we can meet in person and talk. See what we have in common and what develops from there. But until we can meet in person that seems impossible. It seems this concept creeps some women out and I want to assure you that I'm not insane or a sexual deviant. All I want is a nice safe public meeting, so exchange of address and unfortunately if you like no sex what so ever. Just a nice sit down between two adults in a nice public fast food joint to talk and have a nice day getting to know each other, if nothing develops after that I will be understandingly disappointed but I will understand. Hell, we can still remain friends if you like. No pressure, no commitments, no surprises. Just you and I in chairs facing each other, drinking soda and talking. That's it, now really? Is that so much of me to ask? If you think you can find in your heart to say yes to this minor request, then message me.

If you wish to help me with a salute, I have the camera, we can make the salute in a public place. There is no reason to fear, I say that since I'm getting an underwhelming amount of help so far leads me to believe that all my "friends" who live close by are afraid of me or something. I'm not a rapist or a bloody serial killer. So if you ever get over your phobia about guys with long hair and beards and you want to help with my salute the e-mail me at christopher_miller@usa.com.

In order to get to the next level faster I need to create a salute. I have a camera and I have paper to write the salute, but I don't have anyone to take the picture and I can't use a mirror for it be backwards and I can't write backwards that well. I asked people who live in my general area to meet with me in order to make a salute, but apparently everyone thinks of me as Charles Manson or something. Well I'm not, it will be a dressed salute, you can help me with the salute in the public fast food restaurant, I'll have you use my camera. Nothing will happen. I can't do a salute on my own, for one thing I could use some advice on how it should look, et cetera. Please, my "friends" who live near me, help me!