Dusty's blog: "Locked, Loaded, Let Loose"

So, the previous 4 entries have been a lil bitch fest of sorts for me. Just had to get those things off my chest. By reading them one may think "so then why are you on Fubar if you're so disgusted with all those things?". Well... those things do burn my ass, but I have also made some really wonderful friends on this site. REAL friends, not just acquaintances. For every 100 weeds I have pulled on this site, I have made one great friend which makes weed pulling worth while. There really are some amazing people out there and I feel blessed to have met and befriended some of them. I do not warm to most people easily and it's even harder for me to let anyone past my hard Cancerian outer shell. The previous 4 blog entries may make me seem like a bitch, and that's fine by me. It's just me standing up for what I believe and speaking freely about how I feel. I think those are admirable traits in anyone, but if you see it as "bitch-like" then I'm proud to be a bitch. Thank you to those that have taken the time to see past my hard outer shell. Those that are able to see that there's more to me than meets the eye. Those that have accepted the fact that at times I am busy and can't talk for hours every day but still cherish the time they DO get to spend with me. To those people, and you know who you are, THANK YOU from the bottom, top, and sides of my heart. I appreciate you, I cherish you and I love you. I am truly blessed to have met you and even more blessed that you have let me into your life. MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH XOXOXOXOXO

Again... I HATE this shout box! I do have a tendency to shut it off if I'm doing homework or research as it makes ALL my web pages freeze. My main beef with the shout box is those who I have just recently added. What on earth makes you think that just because I've added you to my friends list that suddenly you can address me by "sexy", "baby", "gorgeous", or immediately inquire about my yahoo, msn, sexual preferences, sex life, or any other personal issue!?!?!? My name is DUSTY, you can address me as such. I am not your "baby" and by addressing me as "sexy" or "gorgeous" only makes me feel like a piece of meat and that's not something that I enjoy! "Hey sexy" and "I think you are sexy" are two totally different things. Learn the difference! As for the other comments mentioned above... By seeing those words coming from you just shows me that you've not taken the time to read my profile. I didn't write my profile just because I was bored one day. It's there for a reason. If I see any of the aforementioned comments, expect to be immediately blocked and deleted. I'm not here for your entertainment, sexual or otherwise. AND... if I want you to have my msn or yahoo, I will give it to you! Be assured that if I've just added you.. I DO NOT want you to have it, so save your breath cuz it's not happening. Then again... if you can't read my profile... I'm a fool to think that any of you are reading this blog! LOL Maybe I'm the one wasting my breath....

R/A/F. If you rate, fan, or add me THANK YOU VERY MUCH! XOXO I am going to assume that you did these things because YOU wanted to, NOT because you feel it's expected of you. Please understand that I also do these things because I want to, NOT because it's expected of me or because YOU did them first. If I add/rate/fan you it's because I checked out your page and you seem like a decent person. The same goes for those who add me to their family. Again... THANK YOU SO MUCH! If I do not return the gesture, it's not because I don't like you or because I think I'm better than you. It's because I reserve the right to make this decision for myself, not based on the actions of others. I DO NOT accept every friend invitation that comes my way. If you cannot even take the 2 seconds out of your day to say AT LEAST "hello" in a friend request, why should I take the time to accept? This just shows me it's all about numbers to you and I'm NOT about to be just another tally in your friendship pole. Along these same lines, it is impossible to talk to EVERYONE that adds me or that I may add. At some point in time, I'm sure we'll exchange a few words but to sit down and have conversations with everyone is unrealistic. You should know that I HATE the shout box here... if you message me and I don't respond, again, please do not take it personally. I am a full time student who attends online classes and I also work full time. I may be busy doing school work, doing research, helping other Fu's (for the Shadow Levelers), not home or just away from my desk. Quite honestly, sometimes I just don't feel like conversing right at that moment as well because I'm taking time out for ME! I do try to keep track of who rates my pics and when time allows, I DO return the love. I am not superwoman and my stats only go back for 8 hours. If I've not hit your pics, do not take this personally either. I do not mind a private message letting me know that you've hit my pics and when time allows, could I return the favor. That's cool by me!!

Fu-Gold diggers!! UGH! I understand wanting to level up, we all want help in leveling and there's certainly no shame in asking for help. I joined the Shadow Levelers Family just because I like to help people out in their quest to advance in levels. However, when I see someone CONSTANTLY BEGGING for "love", "bling", "blasts", etc...well, quite honestly, I get disgusted. Let's remember that these things cost MONEY. By BEGGING for these things it's like saying... "give me $20 just cuz". Well, I work hard for my money and I'm not about to just give it up just because YOU want it. IF I give it out, it's because I want to and it's coming from a genuine place in my heart... NOT because some demanding lil person thinks I SHOULD. The same goes for rating pics or "comment bombing" for contests. First off... I don't always have a lot of time, but I do ALWAYS help out when I CAN. Shout boxing me and TELLING me to go rate or comment on this or that WILL NOT get me there. Asking nicely will get you FAR and if I have the time, I'd love to help you out. If I don't get there, don't take it personally. I do have a life outside of Fubar and I may just be busy helping someone else at that moment as well. Being a part of the Shadow Leveler Family... I often go out and help others that I don't know "just cuz". Do I expect anything in return... no. A thank you would be nice, but still, no expectations. I do it because I have time and because I want to. If you or anyone else you know needs help in leveling and can be appreciative of the attention you get, you can private message me or go to the Shadow Levelers home page (please read the profile first): SHADOW LEVELERS..This Profile is for Levelers only..

@ fubar

As some of you may have noticed, I have been rather quiet and distant lately. Saying a mere "hello" or dropping a few lines here and there is a far cry to how things used to be. My personal life has got a bit on the crazy side, not just with work and school. It's nothing that needs to be discussed, just know that things are a bit nutzo at the moment. As for FuLand... FFS! You know, people post blogs, advertise them, share opinions with the public and friends... but heaven forbid if someone should share opinions back that MAY just differ from their own. If you can't handle some constructive criticism, perhaps you should rethink what you post! First off.. I'm not one who just sits back and says/does nothing when I feel strongly about something. So, if you're going to write about something of which I have input, I'm going to share with you what I'm thinking! If you're going to be a big bad man/woman who slags people off in their blogs, then you should prepare yourself for what others may have to say about it. Apparently you have balls enough to post crap about others... so grow a backbone to support your statements and for those who may ride your ass because of them! Saying "f*ck you" and deleting/blocking those who stand up for what they believe just shows how much of a coward you are. This world does NOT revolve around your way of thinking.... get over yourself! Next topic...