XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "Real stories"

I spoke to my lil brother today .. he needed someone to talk to i listened to him .. and then i told him all i could to help him he's a good soul , I love him so much it breaks my heart to see him suffer ..

but onthe reverse side of things it makes me happy to see him doing well .. 

he's thinking and planning his future and im so proud of him .. and who he is .. and who  he wants to be .. 

it brings a tear to my tear not to be there with him . but im there in spirit loving and encouraging him to be the best he can be .. 

So young was he when we all lost our mother , barely even a teen .. we've all had to help him grow up .. and show  him life could be mean .. He has his own daughter now .. 

Whom he loves with all his heart 

He's trying to find his way in the world , 

And sometimes doesn't know where to start .. 

Our best friends are brutally  honest .. 

Our aquaintences tell us lies .. 

You have to find and value yourself .. 

And bring good people into your life .. people who will stand by you .. because you stand by them too .. 

I love my lil Brother so much .. that words can't even say .. sometimes i try to be like  his mother even when im far , far away