Life will often throw you a curve,
Usually it's something you don't deserve.
Sometimes it's good, but mostly it's not,
Often it steals all the hope that you've got.
It sneaks in and leaves you feeling so low,
It hits you and leaves you with no place to go.
You try not to let it affect how you feel,
You try to move forward, you just try to deal.
But it has hit you in a horrible way,
You cannot survive another damn day.
If god is so great, and god is so good,
You cannot imagine just why he would,
Put you through so much misery and pain,
When he appears to have nothing to gain.
He'll test you and test you and test you some more,
And each time you pass, he shuts the damn door.
He locks it and bolts it, won't let you succeed,
He keeps right on testing, and makes your heart bleed.
He makes you feel sorry that you even try,
There's really no point, you would rather die.
