When you needed me
I let you down
Now I need you
But your nowhere to be found
My apologies and tears arent enough
Can't get you back now
The road ahead without you will be tough
You say I don't exist
Its cuts like a knife
Like the blade on my wrist
Are you worth my life?
I take a chance
Let my true feelings out
And all you do is crush my heart
Over and over again
Revenge you set on me
Hate it transcends
I'm holding on to whats left of us
A memory in the midst of the fire
The images I can't suppress
And Im wondering how I let you go
Let you slip away
What I got left here now
Pieces all over, my hearts in dismay
Cuz I let you down
I front to whomever
Saying Im better off
While I lay in bed at night
Wishing my limbs I could sever
I stay in a daze
Partially blocked off from the world
In my own little universe
Praying for today to be my last day
The day I ride quietly in a hearse
All because the day I let you down
I let myself down too
And this mistake I can't undue
And our friendship I can't renew
