Cant sleep
Filled with regret
You broke my heart
I'll try to fogive, but can never forget
The emptiness consumes me
Healing I cant find
Ups and downs
Highs and lows
I hate you sometimes
But cant let this go
Cant sleep
Got you on my mind
Disgusted with myself
For being so blind
Laying in my bed
Feeling so alone
Stairing at my dark ceiling
Waiting for a ringing phone
Want to tell you how Im feeling
Want to hear the sound in your voice
Knowing this hate for you is building
Cant sleep
Feeling so cold
Puffin on a cigarette
These feelings unfold
Love & hate
Passion & detest
Things i never thought I'd possess
Eyes finally get heavy
As I start to envision
The solution to my great indecision
A wonderful demise to this mistake
For me to sleep and never awake
