NTZ's blog: "A Return Of Thought"

Your normal is weird to me, your fear of me exist since you don't appeal to me and can't cause tyranny. No strings puppeteers, crook like looks in the good book wont put the fear of GOD in me. Unfollow me. One click off your twitter. You're like critters in the night, once under the light quickly outta sight. Never in the mind of mine. These few minutes is the only time I can spare, I find. You're no where if you're not here. Shot up our future, columbine. I hope this is quite clear, a rebel in a time where being a rebel is a fad yet in the minds of the masses a foolish belief they changing the times. Obama being president wont keep oppression from being the rights of a Sterling's life. My black skin has me hated by more blacks than whites. King is dead and we still fighting for equal rights. It's just now within the community. No raised fist signaling unity just a finger and pistol look at what the black man will do to me. Too many want to be the man with steel, not a man of steel. No heroes for the youth so the future is the only thing they kill. Can rap without selling crack, real. Mass appeal says thug is king of the hill. Living on NFL contracts when you should chase baseball deals. Three years, career killed. Behind bars for keeping it real. The thrill is so trill stay ill behind weed smoke blinded by the uncomforting of having to feel. Emotions we don't want to deal with so no wonder we under the influence of the government's pills. Hey doctor i'm just sad but can you heal. No one commented the 20th selfie I've posted from my living room, myself I should kill....

...5th child crying, boyfriend no longer thinks dating is worth trying. Left on my 26th birthday, any real men out here where I am? Tiring. These broken homes built without pillars so no one looks in the mirror. Grand canyon sized abyss hole in us, looking for a filler. Running in the night from these inner monsters, thriller....

...not finding your worth in this life is the ultimate killer...