I 'm siting here remembering all the things that blue wolf and red wolf had said to me. We had got talking about many things those few nights and days that we talked. I had ask them why all these animals were coming to visit me in my dreams and in my awake hours. Then i remember how we talked about my past and how a dark Grey wolf had come out of the woods when I was just 4 years old at the time. I had talked to blue and red about it and all the other stuff that happen to me. They said that I was a Grey wolf that all of those animals spirits were coming to me for one reason or another. I remember how I told them I thought I was a lone wolf for I never had a pack like they do or so many others I know of. I also remember telling them how I just did not understand a lot of the thing's that happen around me and to me. They said in time you will,well it's been about 3 years since I talk to either of them and yes I understand some of the stuff that's happening to me and around me and other stuff I just don't get. I mean what was the point of killing all of those people yesterday, I mean i can understand killing for food or to keep your love ones safe, but just to out right kill I'll never understand that. Last night I didn't sleep at all,kept having bad dreams and kept hearing people scream out for help. Today I feel sick ,like someone put a black flame in me that i can't put out. Anyways these are my thoughts today.
