Its thursday again... — Thursday, October 26, 2006
So...
I rode the bus today. I got off at the wrong stop though. I was paranoid I was going to miss the one I wanted to get off at. I think I should have got on a different one at the atc, and it would have got me closer to school. But it was a lovley day for a walk anyway. The only bad thing about walking, is it takes more time, so I didn't have a lot of time before the math tutor left. Other people were there too, so I didn't get as much done as I expected. But ohwell. I got excersise, and that's a good thing. I think I feel better because of it. It's one of those natural things that release endorphins and stuff.
My roomate and all his stuff is gone. ( Mostly, there's a few things he left here, I guess he forgot them, I'm not sure if he'll be back eventually to gather them ) My apartment seems so empty now. It barely looks lived in. I hardly ever talked to, or interacted with my roomate, but it was still a different feeling haveing someone else living here. So basicly, I think I need a roomate...
So thoughts of flying my ex back here and being back together with her are crossing my mind. I could have her here saturday for under $700. ( If she would be able and willing to do that. ) I don't know how well it would go with my dad though, and I'm not sure I'd want them here in a hostile envirement. I'm not sure how long I'm welcome here either. It's never a certain thing with me and my dad. But I guess since I'm in the reserves, I could afford to get a place of my own anyway if I so desired. Basicly if it really became worth it, or something like that. All depends on the cost v bennifit analasis.
The last I heard though, she had two jobs in ky, and seemed to be doing well. Just saving up to get a place of her own. So she'd have to give up her jobs, to come here and find new one's and start all over again. Plus she would have to ship her stuff over here AGAIN lol.
I could get a ticvket for a later date, and it would be cheaper, but by the time the day gets here, I might change my mind, while it's far less likly I'll change my mind after she is here. I'm happy to be around here and stuff, it's just that issues while she is far away are trying..... So I don't know.
It's weird how things are. It almost kinda sems more depressing when I'm happy, cuz I'm alone, and don't have anyone to be happy with. Where as when I'm just kinda neutral, I don't think about it much.
