I feel your breath on my neck as I lean back in my chair wishing for the world you were right next to me.
That I could be in your arms.
I look over and you sit there never looking at me.
Never touching me.
Never telling me how much you need me.
Is it as painful for you as it is me.
Do you feel our love being torn apart by your silence.
If I close my eyes I can feel the blood running down my arms.
Wondering if it would get your attention.
My heart filled with hope you would hold me then.
My body trembles with the memory of that feeling.
My heart stops as I see the reason for your silence
The red marks on your chest and the aftermath on my torso.
I wanted you to say something...anything.
You didn't even scream...just looked at me.
The pain of your silence will haunt my heart forever my love.
