Ever just look in the mirror and just hate what you see? Ever go to pick up the phone and realize you have no one to call? Thats how I feel. I am so freaking down. My weight is still going up. I am getting so fat again. My cloths are getting tight. I can't get a grip. When I try to talk to friends they say.. Oh you can do it, you did it before....I say friends but I mean people I talk to online. The only real friend I have is my husband and he hasn't been home a week. I feel so alone. I feel like I am faced with way to many obsticals sometimes. I feel liek I can't breath sometimes. I know I just look like I am bitching I just needed to vent...
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
