I am so frustrated I just got off the phone with Tony he still isn't coming home yet... I freaking miss him... When he does come home he goes straight to work here. I feel like i never see him anymore. I know what he does he does for us. But shit i miss him. I am crying now. I can't sleep at night and I get up and eat. I am gaining weight. I just don't know what to do. I am lonely. He wasn't home for Father's Day or Isabella birthday. I know its his job but its effecting me. I know I am being selfish. I have no one I just sit in the house and miss him.. I am freaking pathatic..:( I just wanto climb back in bed and stay there....aghhhhhhh