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*Damned Unpretty* Not gonna lie- been overwieght all my life. Due to whatever genetics I have in me, no matter what I do, I'm always gonna be a big girl. Yet I think more of my reasoning for never attempting SERIOUSLY to lose the weight was a rebellion agaist the status quo. I didn't want to be a carbon copy of every pin-up in a magazine- I wanted to be me. And if people could not accept who and what I am- so be it. Those were the superficial fools I cared not to know anyway. What bugs me are the stereotypes: all big girls are lazy, stupid, and care for nothing more than stuffing their faces. It's always the big girls in the media who are chasing after this poor guy like an overgrown poodle as he winces and tries to be nice to her- the one so desperate she'll do anybody, anywhere, anytime. I am F.A.T.- Fabulous And Thick and I have NEVER been desperate, nor do I bemoan my outcast state. Nay, my sweetlings, I revel in it! I revel in getting out on the dance floor and outdancing the skinny bitches and their thong-thong-thong-thongs. I enjoy the shocked expression when I do my kata, when I open my throat to the sky and sing the rain. I know that I am beautiful, I know I am intelligent, I know that I am somebody despite how of others ridicule me. I am one who has sung the rain, rode the lightning, and channeled the very storm through their veins....

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Riding the Storm

I could feel the storm coming, the raw energy of the lighting coursing through my viens, making me feel like I was going to jump out of my skin. The Dark Fey was out- and she needed to play. I sat in my chair, restless, irritable, knowing the power of this thing even before I saw the darkening of the sky. The clouds seethed with Dark Chi, coiling out to caress my aura, awakening that which should be left at rest. "It's descending behind us!" came a shout from below and in a very few strides I stood at the center of my apartment, feet planted, hands spread out , palms facing down. "This building stand strong and sure- through wind, hail, and rain endure- by the will of Lord and Lady SO MOTE IT BE!!" At that moment, my left hand shot upwards to the ceiling and the storm's energy hit like a tsunami: the wind roared over the top of my roof, my whole body shaking, legs like jello, the energy purging me and [I can only describe it as such] cleansing me. I cried out a couple of times from the intensity, but when it was all done and the hail came, I was elated, laughing, and buzzing with power! This is a true experience. Whether or not you believe in such occurances is insignificant- I know what I felt. To those who share my philosophies, I ask you to comment and share your own magickal experiences. Blessed Be )O(

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