Bladewalkertrade aka KiernanPsyChoSeMaTi...'s blog: "Vicious Verses"

once again, headlong into bliss ignoring all the stop signs all the warnings i miss stupid girl to think that i would be an object of affection seems that i missed the exit had myself turned in the wrong direction so along this bitter highway i ramble and i roam looking for some southern comfort and a place my heart can call home

Armor plate of silver steel Protects me from the scorn they feel The scarring assumptions, the cutting lies Just wish they could open their eyes See beyond the shields and blades To the stuff of which my heart is made For underneath the leather and mail Are gossamer wings, ever so frail Faerie dust, petals and lace Butterflies and a smile on my face Yet I am cautious whom I allow to see Beyond the shadows to the softer side of me I must take care to whom what is spoken For these gossamer wings are easily broken

Lend me that which I desire Feed my flame, stoke my fire Lay your shadow across my skin Cover me without and within Let me ride your lightning like an untamed steed As your sweet caresses fill my need Your storm consumes my very volition Overwhelmed as I am by this dark emotion Yet I awake to the sun's harsh light Covering my eyes to call back the night Which heeds me not tho I urgently plea Making me long for when sleep sets me free

sing the blood. The blood sings the power Blood coils from my veins Coiling up the tower Calling the winds to calm Calling the rain to cease Calling sun to warm the sky For serenity to increase Fire from the Vein Burns the blood so black For all who are quenched There is no turning back I sing the blood The blood sings my soul If not for precious blood The power would have no control

Pretty poison seeps into my veins Can't resist the bitter pill You have me wrapped in your chains So take me, come take your fill Yet you leave me hanging A wretched, pitiful slave Your words in my head keep banging Your apathy sends me to the grave No hope for escape here I cannot loose these silver bands If I cannot escape you, I fear I'll perish by your cruel hands So take your treachery and leave I'm through with this depraved dance I'll not give you another reprieve You've wasted your last chance

Eyes burn To ash I turn Forbidden desire For him I burn Fangs pierce skin Blood flows free The rush begins Take all of me The taste of his lips Sweet honeyed wine His body between my hips As I make him mine I wake from the dream Long, wistful sigh Wanton thoughts, it seems Brings madness nigh

Please forgive my monster Forgive my seething rage This is not always who I am You'll see when you turn the page I do have a fluffy side Though sometimes it's hard to see Underneath the sheilds and shadows Ever protecting me Wish you could see past the shadows Can it be you have the Sight Can you get past the steel and leather See past the darkness to my Light But no, I should remember Once I set the monster free Everyone knows the truth That the little purple monster is me

Sitting alone inside my head In the scattered rattrap of my brain I search for the seed of destruction For the thorn that caused the pain Nothing in the memory Not one single trauma I recall Seems to be the most suspect So fuck it! Burn it all! Tortch the times I spent Mourning loves I lost Scortch the lies I told No matter what the cost Shred verse and chapter Every poem, every ream of prose Mow down every broken rainbow Every wilted rose Clear out the rubble Rend parcel and part Too bad it won't remove the thorn In my bruised and battered heart

...but I can sure rhyme... Killer, friend, how you been? Me, I'm tired of the same shit you are Tired of tryin to make it past the bar Without goin in n drownin my sorrows Without worryin about today and fuck tomorrow Without having to hand over my bread To the fuckin landlord or fuckin Feds Just want peace so I know I'm good To be able to disappear when I could Tell this world to take a flying leap But the more I make the more they keep Trying to keep me from my goal To see my lover's face and climb outta this hole But I keep pressing on til their ego bursts Cuz they may think they're bad, but I'm fucking WORSE!!!!

Black ochre flows through blue viens Many pleasures, many pains Lies, all that gushes from thy lips Gold turns to tin with brush of fingertips Wand of crystal shatters the bone Body quests for spirit alone Eyes mist over, blinded by clouds Thunder rages, lightning screams aloud A brain that's weak with too much thought Snow-dove near a trap waiting to be caught Heart of sand scattered to the sea Wolf in the womb struggling to get free Formless world where love is illusion Adding to my chaos and confusion Feeling not any better, only one meter worse I need no Harvard-bred shrink: My therapy is my verse