Right well its rare to find me in thought lol so feel lucky cause it comes and goes and then its gone! anyway I was in my Philosophy class and i was listening (or trying to, i fall asleep a lot)to the teacher talk about these stages in life. Right im not a philosophy major, never will be, but when i thought about how they apply to my life i realized that the choice is all mine in the direction that i want to take it. The only problem is that we all get stuck trying to make a decision that will effect the course of our lives. It all comes down to a leap of faith. Because you never know what you will miss if you dont, and you will never know what you could have done if you didnt. And im not solely talking about religious faith, im talking about faith in yourself. You will always have support of friends and family, but when it comes down to it...they dont decide what you do in your life. Leaps of faith signify that you have made a choice, most of the time it will be for the better. Have faith in yourself and guess what, it will take you anywhere you want to go.
I have taken leaps of faith and i have had my doubts about the decisions that ive made. But what has happened to me i will never regret. I have friends that i absoultly adore with all my heart, I have family that honestly annoy the crap out of me but i wouldnt trade them for the world. And I have the most wonderful person that i feel so blessed to have met and be an influence in my life. You have helped me through the most difficult time in my life, you have been a driving force for me to be what i know i can be. Alex i dont know if you realize it or not, but seriously dude you mean a lot to me. I love you with everything that i have. I know that you will find that everything can fall into place.
well now that thats out of the way, me and my sick ass have to go to bed to be at that philosophy class tomorrow...woo! i still dont have my book for that class....
