I cannot see beyond this void,
this is something I cannot avoid.
my friends, and family cannot help me,
I've lost my way can't you see?
Follow the path, lead the way,
I can't hide my pain away.
Breathing fast, my heart is racing,
still can't deal with the problems I'm facing
Everything spinning round and round,
yet everything stops when I hit the ground.
heart beat slowing, and its hard to breathe,
my world is swirling all around me.
Good bye mother, good bye father,
I'm sorry that I was such a bother.
Please move on and do not dwell,
for it was because of you that I fell.
You hit, you shoved, you pushed to far,
and now you left a permament scar.
It was with a hevy heart that I did decide,
that I would commit suicide.
~Jennifer Fitzgerald-Cox
