It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone in the same exact second
It's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same
When you want everything and nothing at the same time, when you want to let go, but you keep holding on
When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started
When feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want.
It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday & when you do, you don't know what to say
When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start
When deep down inside you know if you lose this, it's gone and it will never come back
When you know they are right beside you, but yet they are so far away
When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be, realizing how different things are & how they will never be the same
You tell your self its not worth it, but if it really didn't matter you wouldnt spend so much time thinking about it
