The things you always need most
always end up being what you dont have
That one boy that you wanted to notice you
but always was just to far to reach
That bestfriend that you felt comfortable with
and told eachother everything
Now, your nothing but strangers
That brother you always wanted to be close with
but the things he does scares you
That father that you always wished you had
that you dont even want to know anymore
Its the little things that you never cherished
those are the things that just disappear
You try your hardest to just have that perfect life the one where you have that boy, that bestfriend,that brother, that father
but no matter how hard you try,
it just crumbles infront of you.
You have the times where you dont sleep for weeks, where you dont want to close your eyes cause your scared
Scared that its only going to get worse.
But you just have to keep your head up
keep it up so high that everyone can see
That smile that you hide needs to be shown
You know that you can make it but question your strength Just be you, and dont keep wishing on what you wanted because if you had it all, you wouldnt be this strong.
