So here I am...a year later. I don't think I've written in quite awhile. Why? Because I've been busy. Not busy GOOD but busy necessary.
Unfortunately with busy comes "lack of fun". The good news is that my daughter is finally doing well health-wise, so that is a big load off my mind. Financially I am still not doing well, even though I've taken on another job and make pretty good money. The economy sucks. Where is my knight in shinig armor to take me away from all this?
The reason I write this blog today is this:
My daughter and I had a conversation last night that is still bothering me. I have posted a profile on a site for rich men (supposedly). She told me she is very upset by this. How could I "lower" myself to putting myself out there like that? How could I let everyone know that I am a gold digger? I explained to her that I am only trying to find a different caliber of guy...and that it's just as easy to fall in love with a rich guy as it is a poor one. Why not look in new places?
While I realize that it's not necessarily so that every guy on the site has money (it's not like they verify it), I thought the risks are the same as on any other site. You might just find the right guy and he might be able to actually support himself and together we'd be financially secure. Is that too much to ask? I am not looking to be a kept woman. I could not sit around all day eating bon bons and watching soaps...go to the club and meet the "girls" for lunch and drinks. I am not that type of person. But I DO tire of always worrying about paying my bills and taking care of my and my daughter's health. Is that so BAD? Is she right?
Am I embarassing myself?
Your thoughts....
