It is true, you can bring a horse to water but you can’t make him drink.
I have tried so hard to help you. I see the strength in you but you don’t see how strong you are. You tell me you are right and that I am wrong. You have beaten yourself. If you don’t believe you won’t ever get out of it. You sit there and feel sorry for yourself, scared, and yet you do nothing about it. You lay helpless.
I’ve never seen a wild thing feel sorry for it self. A bird will fall frozen from a bow before ever feeling sorry for it self. It is coming to a point where I am starting to think there is no fix for you, I can’t fix you. It isn’t because there are no means to do it; you have simply given up on yourself. You refuse to drink the water that your so badly need.