KinkQueen Bella Deviance's blog: "I Am The Who When You Call Who's There"

Can you stop the fire?
Can you stand to fight her?
You cant stop the fire,
you wont say the words.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Whispered:
Can you stop the fire?
Can you stand to fight her?
You cant stop the fire,
you wont say the words.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out;
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something.......

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

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Bella - Putting The Sin In Single Since 7/8/09.

Ian and I separating until October 31st (our 2nd anniversary of dating) and then we will see if we will continue on with our marriage together or if our paths are heading different ways indefinitely.  I am very heartbroken, but at the same time relieved.  He is going through major psychiatric issues and I think it is best for both of us that we are doing this trial separation. 

I will love him until the day I die, but if he is not ready to handle marriage, I'd rather be divorced at the age of 21 than to be unhappy with my life married to him. 

Bella's back on the market, boys and girls.  Show me some love.

-Bella