you know all this is kinda ironic in a fucked up way cause when i started this relationship i was detached to protect myself ,but then i saw how kira was livin life enjoyin it to the fullest and so i decided to try to do the same and i fell in love w/ her but then all this shit happens ,almost to prove that I was right all along to not commit myself to her but i did anyways. kinda fucked up isn't it ? all i got to say is that I am never goin to change/give up my beliefs on people or life again the way I did w/ kira. i'm never gonna take her back again not after all the pain she's caused this time around. but I am also goin to move on ,maybe go out w/ some other girls ,get my mind off of kira/.not goin to let her rule my life now.
