you know this has been a good thing for me it has taught me so much about myself.it has taught me that I'm a man of great emotion and that I can hate or love with all of my soul.and it has shown me that i really don't need to give a damn wat other people think about me.I'm my own person and you can either love me or hate me i really don't give a damn which.it's kinda funny too cause most of what i've learned wouldn't have happened if kira hadn't come into my life,so i guess you could say that was a good thing kinda and a bad thing too.