life is fucked up and full of pain and chaos but that has taught me alot about life and people in general. because of all the shit I've been through. as such I really don't really like people in general, they will always let you down when you need them,they will betray you if it serves their purpose ,and generally aren't trustworthy. they are the only things I've known the two big things that have been my driving force in life and gotten me through this life has been my anger and the pain I have suffered.
I've tried to learn wat I can from all of the pain. I am not a man of second chances so if you totally fuck me over or start shit behind my back or anything like that know this I will never give you another chance.this applies especially to my ex's who have done shit to me. you had your fucking chance and you blew it.so go find somebody else who gives a fuck bout it.I really don't give a shit wat the hell you think of me.
as for love with all I've been through its out there but not for me I always get fucked over every time I think I'm in love so I guess you could say my views on it are that it isn't worth all the bullshit.
