There's this feeling of dread
As each moment passes
And its all about you
Its all about me too
It's all about us
I need strength for what comes
How many more times
Do you have to assure me
For me to believe your words
How could scars be so cruel
How could all of them say it all
And then just leave
You gave me strength when i was falling apart
It was like a rush of wind
Into silence
and then
the silence came again
with me dreading it this time
i feel like
You'll cause the silence again
and leave
Just like everyone else
i need strength
i'm choking
I get more attached
And after a while it comes back
It hits stronger
this dreaded feeling
That i'll be all alone
In my own little vaccuum
where you won't exist
Where i can't breathe
And Tears fall into darkness
As i wonder if
You'll be here tomorrow
who will give me strength if you leave?
the answer? no one
