It probably seems obvious to the people who know me. I'm not sure where any confusion would come in, there. I'm not inlove with anyone else. That doesn't mean I don't care about anyone else, or don't ever talk to any other females. I don't only talk to the people I'm inlove with. I also don't only talk to females that I may have sex with, or anything like that. As crazy as that may sound to some people. I know the common view, is the opposite sex, is only on the planet to have sex with, and if you aren't going to do that, why the fuck would you even talk to them?? I'm not really a subscriber to that type of thinking. My life would probably more simple if I was. Not really sure what the fuck is wrong with me. Maybe I'm just "immature"? or something. I shouldn't care about people so much, I shouldn't talk to females unless I'm going to fuck them, and I probably have lots of other faults too.
Does anyone know where I can get some kind of treatment for that sort of thing? I guess the next time I go to my counselors, and they ask what I want to work on, That's what I'll tell them. Well, today I want to work on not caring about anyone. I also want to work on somehow only wanting to talk to a girl if I'm inlove with her, or if I want to fuck her. Please help me be a mostly heartless bastard, that basically thinks with my dick. Maybe there's some kind of medication I can get to help me with that. If people didn't love me, atleast they wouldn't be able to hate me as much either.
