XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

I know it doesn't make sense but i'm already sad 
I miss you Mum .. May always seems to hit me like a truck .. and then run over me and back up 

Every year you think it will easier and the grieve will disappear .. and a rainbow will come out 
I wish it was that easy Mum .. 
I wish was like a movie and you could cut , pause , edit .. and remind some parts ... 
Cause i'd of taken even more time with you .. 
I've forgiven myself for leaving and starting my life .. 
but i still wonder if you would of lived longer if i was by your side , taking care of you .. like i used to ..

I miss you Mum .. 
I wish i could call .. And tell how much ... but i write you letters and poems in heaven to keep in touch .. 
I hope you like them .. i hope they make you smile .. it takes alot to write them .. iti's like a bleeding of my soul .

I miss you so much , i wish i never had to let you go 

Love your Daughter
Briar xxoo