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Ok, I'm not perfect (hard to believe right *giggle*)...but I'm a simple, intelligent woman. I mean, I've never dropped my guard to anyone in fear, yea I have a fear, but in fear of being a victim of heartbreak. Don't get me wrong I have been there and done that in the past, that is the reason for the tough and bold exterior.
I can say that I believe in love. I haven't given up on that as of yet LMAO, but I know that whatever happens there is someone out there for me. Someone I can trust (which I have no problem in doing as long as you don't give me a reason to), someone I can depend on, someone I can talk to after having a bad or a long day, even if you are having a bad a long day I can listen and be there for you, joke around and just hang out or have fun. Hell, even on occasions talk shit with lol. Oddly I do this for my friends only difference is I'm only intimate with that special someone.
I know you are wondering, why is Sassi opening up like this? Well, I lost a special friend. Even though we aren't 'special friends' anymore I really want his friendship back. He was a very good friend and my kids adore him lol. Can't ask for more than that. I REALLY miss him. We talked and shot the shit...even talked shit and had fun. I'm sure he isn't going to read this and I'm sure I have probably lost him completely (fingers crossed that I haven't), but I just really needed this to be said.
So like I've said I've met a few friends on here that I hold dear to me that have become real life friends and even real family. I don't want to loose friends on a technicality. It really hurts...REALLY!
Much luffs to all of my true friends and Family
~~Sassi
