Yeah right...I have it so easy on the road. Or so I have been hearing a lot lately. Let me tell you...what BS. I get up at 3 am in the morning....get to bed by 9 pm if I am lucky. And that is 7 days a week for months on end. I tried dating someone, that fell to pieces because of what I do. Meanwhile at home situation detoriates between me and sons mother. Add to this the fact that I have yet to get ahead this year because everytime I do something happens that puts me in a hole. Yeah...great f'n life I have people. No oportunity to develope friendships or relationships at home...cause I'm never there. No chance to on the road because I'm totally exhausted and always on the go. So here I live in a constant state of motion, and yet do not truly live at all. To be the nameless 39 y/o man in black wearing a fadora (yes I do....bite me)that brings you everything you need in life to survive....and yet you know not even his name. Nor what his doing so may cost him. ...And I can't even put a picture up so you can put a face to the name because my digital camera is being a pain in the .... (Just like my laptop which is why I haven't been around much....well that and exhausted)..... I swear next thing to go wrong and I'll...I'll.....I'll.....hell if I know what I'll do....this perpetual downwards spiral that is my life continues....Not sure if I can handle another 5 months of this shi.....
