Kiwichi's blog: "Holy hell back in florida!!"

Beautiful eyes, beautiful face,
I'm shy to talk to you.
You're the eagle I must watch
No matter what I do.

You're the beauty, wild and free,
The mistress of my eyes,
Rolling through exultant air,
Alone in pristine skies.

I would take you for my own
Could I but have your wings,
Could I but go where night begins
And frozen sunlight sings.

Could I but have you for my love,
How might we fly together!
But I must watch you from below
And long for you forever.
But I must be the one below
And long for you forever.

I love you because of the way you look at me.
I love you because your touch makes me float.
I love you because you always know what to say.
I love you because you have the ability to listen to my problems,
the tell me you love me and everything is suddenly fine.
I love you because when I look at you,
I feel as if I am the only one in the world.
I love you because when you hold me,
I want the moment to stop so the moment can last forever.
I love you because when you kiss me,
I get weak in the knees and when I go to fall you are the one holding me up.
I love you because I get lost in your gorgeous eyes.
I love you because you are the half that makes me whole.
I love you because you are you.

twisting in my stomach,
am i sick again?
don't know

stinging in my eyes,
will i cry again?
maybe

curl up and pretend,
am i sleeping?
not really

just close my eyes,
hold my stomach,
and stay very still

just wait and you'll see.
it will be as if i'm not even here.
maybe i'm still nobody, or

maybe i am somebody
and just cant see it yet
but no one tells me 

so ill stay quiet.
stay still, and
pretend

just to see what happens next

How do you know when your love is true and that you are not just fooling yourself? How do you know that you are not merely infatuated with each other? How do you know that this is a relationship that has lasting power? The truth is that these are only questions that can be answered with experience. It may take a few bad relationships before you know how to be in a good one. Another tip is to try to use your head before you get your heart involved. If it makes sense on paper, chances are it is a good decision. It is only when you ignore the warnings that your brain is giving you that you may get into trouble.

A glimmer of hope, in eyes used to pain.
Don't trust your heart; love is a game.

Yearning to find love; love that will last.
A glimmer of hope; sparks from the past.

The past is your present and the future is unclear.
Being alone is your greatest fear.

Will happiness come? Or does loneliness stay?
A glimmer of hope; you will find a way.

Love is pain like the soft coming down of rain

You think everything is right nothing could be this bright until you lose sight

Sight of a frigid cold a person you thought could never be this bold

The love is shattered the pieces now lie on a platter you think nothing else could matter until you climb that ladder

You see the light you are feeled with spite once blind, but now see she cheated on me 

I thought i knew you 
I thought you cared. 
I thought that maybe we could last forever 
Who knew forever 
Would only last so long 
I know u felt the pressure 
Of everyone 
But please I’m still here 
Still waiting for your call, 
Don’t blame me for the mistakes of other people 
But how low can you get 
You can’t tell me in person 
Its like you’re a different kind of women
Not the one who asked me out 
Not the one that I hugged 
And not the one that I danced with 
So tell me now please just tell me now what happened 
To her and maybe I will be lucky and find her again.

I will always be there for you,
I am your little friend..
I will always be in love with you,
all the way till the end..
I will always care for you, 
I will never leave...
you are one person,
I can never deceive
I shall go off to sleep,
much before you think,
Maybe I’m not with you,
The next second you blink
The day, when I'm not with you ,
Just close your eyes
and take my name,
I promise you dear.
Your life will be the same.
I will love you more & more,
with each rising day ,
I will always be there for you
even if we are far away 

We are born into this world incomplete
Half a person growing up in search of the half that completes us

Each life gets but one chance at eternal happiness
One chance to join with that person who completes our lives

Once a long time ago our lives did touch
Our hearts did sing in harmony and our love grew instantly

But we were so young and so impulsive
What our hearts knew our minds did not

We chose different paths, ignoring our crying hearts
Hearts that knew they had found what few ever find; their other half

I grieved; my heart in torment, my mind depressed and my pillow soaked in tears for you
So dark, so deep the hole in my heart that I couldn’t know it would never heal

We moved on; neither knowing where the other had gone
We moved on; both to suffer at the hands of others who could never complete us

Then a miracle
A miracle by the divine grace of God would occur

We found each other again in our darkest of hours
As if our hearts followed our trail of tears backwards, a second chance happens for us!

Instantly our hearts wrap around each other; begin to heal each other
Our love for one another returns as if a day has not passed since our last embrace

Now unconstrained by the foolishness of my youth;
My heart pours out its love for you

Even my own mind is surprised at how much love my heart has held back
What started as a trickle has grown into a tempest of emotion

Love, adoration, devotion, passion and desire all blend together in perfect union
Our hearts, minds and souls entwine forever as we complete each other once again

I vow to you to never act foolishly again
I will never again take for granted what God has so graciously given back to us

I ask for your hand
I ask you to join your life with mine; to finally complete what was meant to be

Complete and together we will build one life as it should have been
We will surround each other with our love like a warm blanket on a cold night

We will be a beacon for each other in stormy weather
We will savor the calm weather as we savor our family and our loveI will fill your years with happiness and joy

The same happiness and joy that you have brought to me

I love you

And only in your arms have I ever felt complete

Like tyrants assembled with tears
Trembling like a tomb
And singing like a statue
I am as empty as the ocean.
My blind eyes scream in silence
So this eternal echo will be known.
Given to the foils of time,
And shattered like plate glass-
You freeze within the fire.
Darkness now lives at daylight,
And shadows turn to the ghosts.
With all that shined is hollow
You imagine unconsciously.
And pretending to sleep you realize,
Nothing is what it seems.