Kiwichi's blog: "Holy hell back in florida!!"

twisting in my stomach,
am i sick again?
don't know

stinging in my eyes,
will i cry again?
maybe

curl up and pretend,
am i sleeping?
not really

just close my eyes,
hold my stomach,
and stay very still

just wait and you'll see.
it will be as if i'm not even here.
maybe i'm still nobody, or

maybe i am somebody
and just cant see it yet
but no one tells me 

so ill stay quiet.
stay still, and
pretend

just to see what happens next