i just don't get ppl i realy don't i make some friends and get close to ppl and they turn away i mean am i realy that bad *crys* i realy don't understand what i do that is so wrong i mean please be honest with me talk with me and tell me am i realy a bad person and a bad friend or is it cause im fat and ugly i mean please i have been hurt many times already someone being honest and telling me the truth wont hurt me anymore.