Phebes's blog: "Queens Ranting, Raving, Or just bullshittin around"

Ok well since certain ppl wanna block me on ct and yahoo without an explanation at all i will try to explain it i don't care if it's to my self or not im gonna vent a bit....yes i broke it off with deth yes i am staying with my husband i love him and might be pregnant but no one will pm me and ask for an explanation they just assume the worse....i never intended on hurting anyone and feel so shitty and am sad about it everyday i hurt 2 ppl and i never ment to but it's just life i guess and that my life story....BUT!!!! i would like to make it clear i AM NOT!!!! in any lounge i hang in alot of lounges i am not a dj in any lounge right now so for the ones that think i am in club inferno you ARE!!! wrong and i am not in twisted radio either i have thought about going back and helping but no djing but i am not yet....i WILL NOT!!! dj for quite awhile now after all that has happend. and i will not go in vampires haven after everything that has happend i feel to uncomfortable and if no one can understand that then fuck off u aint a true friend u told me u would never hate me nor not ever not talk to me over all this shit and u lied so yes i have found your true colors and found who my friends are on here over the fake ones what is this i will always talk to u no matter what happends bla bla bla it's a bunch of b.s and what u can't be my friend and have to block me cause i have been distancing my self away from ct and your room for awhile dew to workin long hours at work to make ends meet u have a serious imbalance problem and need to fix it i mean honestly my relationships, and what lounge i am in shouldn't have any reflection on our friendship but hey like i said it's life and I DON"T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE....i will live my life how i want it and move on just like i always have...

join me in Devils Playground im on air now. Click the image below to go to the room

Hey hey all i will if you all come to this room and bring in all your friends and we make it to the busy lounges i will buy the one that brings the most people in the room a big pimpin gift and make them a CT license or any kinda pic they want. Click the image below to go to the room

hey hey everyone I have made some ajustments on my page i put up a chatter box and a poll so come stop by my page and let me know what ya think....

And join me in Hidaway-Raido im chillin relaxin and havin some fun come join me *wink wink* here is the link tell them queen sent ya http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5922

i am closin down wicked realm lounge....i need to get back into the real world and spend some time with my family and mel witch is my best friend and do some actual constructive things to get my house sold so we can move outta this hidious town....i can't do that and work and own a lounge as well so it's closing...maybe in some time i will bring it back up but right now i am gonna devote my time to something else....thanks to all my dj and to all the ppl that helped me with keepin the lounge a great lounge and i'll still be here on CT and i'll go to other lounges just not own my own lounge Pe@ce *Queen*

hmmmmmm just a little rant here from me and im sure the ppl that have seemed to of got under my skin today will read this im im fucking glad cause u havn't accomplished pissin me off YET it takes alot more than that to piss me off this is a fucking computer so get over your self.....i think people need to sit back and look at a screen befor they get all defensive this is a screen u can't tell if someone is pissed off or not pissed of or just joking so don't ya fucking think askin hey are u serious first would make a duffrence HELL fuck yeah it will but u know what i don't fucking care it's the fucking internet and i can click the red x, Shut my computer off and go about MY REAL WORLD omg yes i have one of those a real life with real friends and a real manso keep on trying to piss me off cause it WONT work...... You call me a bitch like it's a bad thing.... don't be pissed off cause u can't be me.... best friends are like condoms always there for u when things get hard......

HELLO ALL TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM LOOKING FOR SOME DJ'S....GREETERS...SECURITY...WAITRESSES....AND BARTENDERS FOR MY LOUNGE....IF YOU HAVE EVER DJED BEFORE THEN HIT ME UP I NEED MORNING DJ'S AND NIGHT DJ'S AND ON THE OTHER STUFF I NEED THAT ALL HOURS....HIT ME UP AND TALK TO ME ABOUT IT IF YOUR INTERESTED.... Click the image below to go to my room