Ok well since certain ppl wanna block me on ct and yahoo without an explanation at all i will try to explain it i don't care if it's to my self or not im gonna vent a bit....yes i broke it off with deth yes i am staying with my husband i love him and might be pregnant but no one will pm me and ask for an explanation they just assume the worse....i never intended on hurting anyone and feel so shitty and am sad about it everyday i hurt 2 ppl and i never ment to but it's just life i guess and that my life story....BUT!!!! i would like to make it clear i AM NOT!!!! in any lounge i hang in alot of lounges i am not a dj in any lounge right now so for the ones that think i am in club inferno you ARE!!! wrong and i am not in twisted radio either i have thought about going back and helping but no djing but i am not yet....i WILL NOT!!! dj for quite awhile now after all that has happend. and i will not go in vampires haven after everything that has happend i feel to uncomfortable and if no one can understand that then fuck off u aint a true friend u told me u would never hate me nor not ever not talk to me over all this shit and u lied so yes i have found your true colors and found who my friends are on here over the fake ones what is this i will always talk to u no matter what happends bla bla bla it's a bunch of b.s and what u can't be my friend and have to block me cause i have been distancing my self away from ct and your room for awhile dew to workin long hours at work to make ends meet u have a serious imbalance problem and need to fix it i mean honestly my relationships, and what lounge i am in shouldn't have any reflection on our friendship but hey like i said it's life and I DON"T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE....i will live my life how i want it and move on just like i always have...
