I never said that you were a disease Linz. I do NOT agree with your lifestyle that is true. I never said you forced anything on me, if that was the case I would have stopped hanging around you long before then. I do miss those days Lindsey, I miss you and your mama. I understand what youre saying about Cheri and Kristen, but if or when you talk to cheri, ask her just how often we talk or see each other.. we were the CLOSEST of friends and I will admit it, it makes me smile when I think about it. I know it does to. If I had a choice, I would want u to know and watch Emily grow.... Its not that Im against you and i thought I made it clear that i did not agree with your LIFESTYLE... that is it... I know deep down you have a good heart but my ONLY point is to explain that we have grown apart... Im not even sure WHERE or how it happened.. I didnt stop being your best friend when you told me u were bisexual, yeah i will admit it freaked the heck outa me but i got over that, and I felt a lil weird around you but I got used to it... after that things just started to change.. I sit here and try to think about what it was and I honestly cannot think of a single thing that started us this way.... I dont want you to feel you have to justify yourself to me ever... you are a strong female and im glad for that, I understand you have your beliefs as well as I do. I just dont know where we went wrong.. It wasnt that you turned bisexual, and i admit i dont agree with it but you are right,that shouldnt come between any two friends. Im sorry Linz. I know Ive had all my strong points going WAY overboard... but that is the person that I have grown into... so why should I be apologizing to anyone? I really shouldnt but I do to you because we were soooo much closer to each other than ANY other friend I had... You know I still got all those goofy letters your made 4 me in math class? And Im never getting rid of that fraggle rock book.. its in my keepsakes box.. anywho, i hope you take this to heart... I am sorry for the way things have turned out....
Mel
**Now what the fuck does it mean when she says she has no CHOICE but to keep Emily away from me...?**
