I'm a little bit confused, and just slightly FUCKING irritated. Allllllllll through high school I was considered FAT...And to most of those people, TOO big...But here recently, I get the "IMPRESSION" that I'm not FUCKING BIG enough to be considered a BBW. They say plus size starts at like a size 14/16...Well, I'm a 20/22...but I've been told I'm not big enough. (By a plus size modelling site's PHOTOGRAPHER) So here's the question: How fat do I have to be to be BIG ENOUGH for you? I already weigh around 260...Do I honestly need to pack on around 70 to 100 pounds to be considered big enough for the plus size world? I've become quite accustomed to the size that I am, and even started feeling better about wearing better, FITTING clothes, and now, because of this...My fucking self-esteem is starting to waiver...I feel like I'm an "anorexic" or "stick figure" to the big girl society. I'm utterly confused because at first, I thought I was too big, now it seems as if it's the other fucking way around. I'm not fat enough to be a plus size model, or be featured on a plump girl, fat girl, bbw website...but SOCIETY considers me a fat-ass...Nothing in my life has ever perplexed me to this point....I want an honest answer from someone who is an expert in this area...If one person even exists, please, enlighten me on the proper size I NEED TO FUCKING BE BEFORE I CAN CONSIDER MYSELF FAT. I'm begging you, please. I'd like to know how goddamn fat I need to get, or how over-stuffed I need to make myself before I'm accepted. I don't mean to criticize, offend, or piss anyone off, but fuckin' A, I think I deserve a fucking answer...Comments are welcomed....
Your local "average-sized", pissed off, bitch...
♥ Dazlin ♥
