Firestar Queen Goddessmember of the fuba's blog: "2015"

                                       endless dull hurting memory

                                       heartbreaking pain seems to be all mine

You are now forever gone.

Erased from my life forever.

Night is the hardest for me

Day is uncompleted because I can't see

                                                   hear or hold you close anymore 2 tell you all my dreams-

Why must this endless heartbreaking pain be mine to forever walk in

                                                                                                 ~alone~

All the things I wanted n needed was within my reach as long as I had you,

but

this twisted fate in life took you away from me.

Leaving me tied-up-in-knots to why?

All reasoning is gone

Insanity now has become my companion

How did I get here?

No more will

No more safety

You were my life line

NOW!

There's nothing to dare

                           dream or hope for.

Am left~

           without you

           without a guiding light

I got no fight left in me

                                ~yet~

am fighting 2 understand

WHY?

       you had to leave me alone

       facing this dark world alone

                                             Each ticking of time

I resist breaking apart

                                             Each ticking of fate's reality

I fight back the pain

                                             Each memory of destiny flowing away

I try 2 stay strong and facing my heartbreaking pain of lost love and you.